Dear all,

I have just lost 12 - 13 inches of hair. (Bawling as it happened too =.=)
FREAKY!
And I'm so soooo sorry that this has to be short but I have to be up and going again in six inch heels in less than five hours. Love you all, no photos, sucks to be you!

MSS Update

Sorry for the lack of updates as the Malaysian Supermodel Search has finally kicked off.

Its only been one day really and today's call was at 9.45am so I've got a wee bit of time to update then I'm off to do my hair and makeup.

I'm bound by contract to not tell you all anything but here's a photo from yesterday.

Me, Sien (For the boys.) and Wilson (For the girls.) X)

So far all the girls are nice and not catty, but I suppose that part will slowly emerge when we move in into the house. I'll try my best to stay out of drama.

Part of me will be sad if I get kicked out, but part of me will be happy- because then I'd get to finish my studies. So I'm really quite cool with any decision that will be made today.

I'll try and update on the results today but don't count on it as I simply came home and died on the sofa last night.

Big bisous and une bon weekend!

And said "Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time."

Anyone watched the movie adaption of Stephen King's "The Mist" yet?

Woah- The ending, isn't Murphy's Law the biggest bitch?

*Spoiler alert*

So these guys right? They're trapped in this store with monsters all around it but not actually in it. And the people in the store have all been brainwashed by this physco-freak Christian evangelist (Nobody likes evangelists, be it Iphones or religions, read the Pastafarians Eight I'd Really Rather You Didn'ts: I'd Really Rather You Didn't Act Like a Sanctimonious Holier-Than-Thou Ass When Describing My Noodly Goodness. If Some People Don't Believe In Me, That's Okay. Really, I'm Not That Vain. Besides, This Isn't About Them So Don't Change The Subject.) and have all totally turned againts each other and are trying to offer sacrifices- Betcha forgot what I was talking about and had to go back up to recap your memory!

Either way, this group of people try to escape the aforementioned store and onto this dudes car outside in the parking lot. Long story short, they escaped and reach the car after many near death moments with both acid spewing monsters and the religious evangelists (Wait. Aren't they the same thing?)

So they drive on and on and on, then they run out of fuel. And there's nothing left to do, the mist is still around them and they're trapped. There are five of them, and they have four bullets; the "hero" of the story shoots everyone in the car dead-including his son. Then- maddened with grief, walks out and screams for the monsters to take him.

But ohohoho, Murphy is a bitch. Guess what? The mist clears and he sees army troops killing off the rest of the monsters and rescue-ing survivors. So he killed his son for nothing, lesson learned, [1] Don't overreact, chillax people, why you all so worked up for? [2] Kill Miss Know-It-All first, she doesn't know it all [3] Murphy's law is a pain in the ass.

*End of Spoilers*

Its on HBO or Starmovies, somewhere on Astro; Its not really that good, but then again, movie adaptions of books are NEVER better than the book itself, unless we're talking "The Shawshank Redemption"- That one was so good the hairs on the back of my neck was standing up for hours after.

Oh yes. We celebrated Junelle's birthday today!

We had a pool party at Omer's condo but then the guards were PMS-ing and chased us out of the pool... (I was pretty pissed, Junelle too: "Saya akan keluar selepas manager kamu datang.") I don't have much photos because I was busy having fun in the water. Lets wait on Phil, he'll probably upload the photos sometime around next month.

The guys, I think they all look really good here.



Me and the birthday girl~



Junelles cake!



All the chicka's! I should tell you all what Kevin said, I quote "Woah, there are lots of pretty girls in your class."



The guys + birthday girl. Kevin didn't comment on the guys. Hahahaaa.



Omer, Junelle and Miss T! Officially the coolest lecturer ALIVE!



Suntanning~

I'm officially dropping out of Economy and Media Appreciation because I got into the model search thing. I don't want to brag or boast because everything is still uncertain, who knows? I could be eliminated straight away; So yeah, to avoid eating my own words, I'll refrain from talking too much. (Wait till my foot in mouth syndrome acts up.)

I'll miss my classmates! Although I'll be seeing them still on Wednesdays - Fridays, I know it won't be the same. I love you all dearly and you guys are like officially the COOLEST bunch of FCOM-ers ever! Thank you all for making my college year awesome alright?

I love my purple, purple room. Do you see why its so hard for me to get up in the morning?

"When she goes to dreamland nothing now can happen,
For she won´t be seen there,
No she won´t be seen there,
No she won´t be seen cause there is no one there."
- Emilie Simon (I NEED HER ALBUM!)

PS: Crap! Why isn't Mika's album on sales yet!?!?! Emilie Simon too!

PPS: Have to go to college tomorrow to find baby photos I left in the desk. Argh.

PPPS: Oh yeah! Scored a 17.5 for Social Psy- Not very good, but not bad either!

Like drugs only better...

26#





27#





28#

I'm in love with the silver pair, its from Vincci Plus.

I've got a dad that spoils me rotten and I think every girl should have a dad like mine. I hate it when people go, you're already tall, why do you keep wearing heels? Because I can't bloody well wear sneakers with my dress can I? Plus, I love heels, whats the point of being tall if you don't flaunt it?

Lol. I had a super busy weekend, so sorry for not updating. My weekend had event after event, and looks like the few monthes ahead are going to be really really packed as well.

Had an all-girls shopping day with the girls in The Curve on Saturday.
Was supposed to be a trip to the Zoo but it rained and it poured and none of us ever woke up. Blame the rain, don't you just love sleeping in on weekends when it rains? Niesha kept texting me, she and Gloria were up since dawn, Evonne pigged out till ten.

I love going out with the girls. I love the process of getting ready and making each other up. I don't like it when I'm out alone and guys stare or try to chat me up, I always feel creeped out. But when I'm with my friends and guys stare or approach us, I feel less uncomfortable, proud of my friends even, they're all so pretty.

Getting ready i my room.



Braided Niesha's hair.

Me, Evonne, Glloria and Niesha.



Lunch in Kenny Rogers.



Gloria and me~



We were all in sneakers. All Nike's cept for Gloria, she's an Adidas chick.



Nice IKEA fabric, Gloria sampat while I was trying to take a photo.



Gloria and Niesha on the Barbie couch.



Evonne wants to buy this bed. Hahaha.



In the mirror's section.



Four of us waiting outside the G2000 changing room for Casey.

[Gosh. I started this early but internet was so slow I really have to sleep. I'll finish it or continue it later guys. Promise.]

xoxo,

For death he conquers all...

[This post is dedicated to the dear Simitha T.Singam. Who's fearless, gutsy demeanor is immediately dropped whenever a cockroach decides to intrude on our class.]

I nearly had a mental breakdown today.

I came home from college to a man spraying poison down our drains, I asked my mom what for and she said that she paid him to come exterminate cockroaches. Was such a tender mother daughter moment, *sniff* my mom paid a man *sniff* to kill cockroaches. I swear this is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.

(Don't tell me cockroaches are animals and they feel pain too. BULLSHIT. Cockroaches are disgusting vermin and should not have the right to live. I HATE it when I ask someone to kill a cockroach and they bloody tell me "But they have the right to live too!" Tell you what that one cockroach is going to do, that one cockroach is going back down to that drainage pipe or toilet/dumpster it lives in and have sick lil cockroach sex with other cockroaches and lay their disgusting cockroach eggs and you'll soon have your house overflowing with a MILLION baby cockroaches- which you won't kill because "Its just a baby..." Awwwww. Sick bastard. You'd better kill them while they're still teeny or they turn into these freakishly huge flying ones that terrorizes you. How you like that? Surreeeee, its logical- beautiful butterflies die the moment it rains, breaks my heart to see all those beautiful creatures strewn all over the roads- wings all torn off but cockroaches can survive a FRICKIN NUCLEAR BOMB?!?! What the - Woah. Surge of anger. Bad joojoo. Now THIS is one hell of a looong bracket!)

My knight in shining armour. Unorthodox in terms of physical size but I still love him to bits!

Anyways, I was on the phone when I realized I left my camera in the car. I walk out to the porch barefoot when I notice something running away. My heart drops to my toes, I freeze in place. Wtf? I look down and do a quick count, 1,2,3,4. Fug fug. I turn back. Number five is right behind me and its the biggest ugliest thing alive.

I look at it, its antaenna twitches. I give a piercing scream and leaped out of the sick cockroach circle and back into the house. Don't ask me how I did it, if it was recorded I would have broken some world record. For the next twenty minutes I was curled up on top of the bar counter hysterical and calling for Eugene. (My maid tends to ignore my drama moments.)

Checking my boots for cockroaches.

Eugene is the dearest! I swear, only he would put up with my Hitler-like dictatorship- standing at the front door with an orange umbrella as my barricade. "Smack the cockroach!"
"But I already did!"
"I DON'T CARE! Smack it again!"
"Its flat already!"
"Hit it and keep on hitting it until it doesn't even look like a cockroach anymore!"

He even went out, searched through and smacked all the cockroaches crawling out of the drain and dumpster till they all disintergrated. We did a body count, 5 in the porch, 2 in the bin, 4 under my car, 18 on the grass, even more around the pavements. It came up to 39 cockroaches. Ugh. I couldn't uncurl my toes for hours after that.

Mwahahahahahaa. How you like me now?

RIP Jelleby
December 2008 - September 2009
"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose.
All that we love deeply becomes a part of us."
- Helen Keller

Its been hamster homicide lately.
Gloria's hamster, Jelleby dropped dead last night. Tell the truth, it was in bad condition for quite sometime already. There was this infection thing with the nose that needed a jab (RM46 thats the price of TWO hamsters.) and of course, doesn't help that Gloria's hamsters are the FATTEST most LAZIEST creatures in existance.

RIP Jelleby, I remember the times when I used to hamster-sit you and all you did was stay in that wooden hut till I got pissed and had to use a chopstick to push you out. Daudi really liked you too, he always fought with Wasabi but he always got along with you. Maybe you were called to accompany Daudi in hamster heaven, after all, he's barely a baby. =C

xoxo,

Its really all just clutter I need to get off my desktop and mind.

1. I'm not very happy with my hair now. The part I liked- the curls, have all straightened out and I'm only left with the parts I don't like- the crappy lala bangs.

2. Angels ticks have come back and I'm stuck with the very glamourous job of picking them out and washing the walls with boiling water and wash all the creepoids out. Ticks smell very strongly of blood, its nauseating.

3. I'm going to Australia on the 25th of September! (I haven't saved up for shopping.) So I'll be skipping my economy mid term paper on the 28th which means I have to retake a HARDER paper.

4. I HATE economics!

5. My moral paper is actually tomorrow. Its not that bad really, all the things I like reading about- Karma, Nirvana, Dukkha and such.

6. I can't sleep mosts nights because I keep thinking about lots of things, bad energy, writing is key.

7. People change, their attitudes and characters change. Its always morphing, the person I don't like now may be my best friend in ten years. Always be open to people changing, and ummm... yeah. Learn to accept apologies more... =/

8. This is really just something I started to procrastinate from studying.

College Mates
(Gotta get these out of my system!)



"Hey you look adorable in this, you NEVER look adorable." - Quote Omer XD



Because they both look soooo good together. =)



This is Jerrenn, quiet, nice, polite, the perfect gentleman, but wears shirts with the DIRTIEST statements.



MichelLICIOUS! Hahahaa! We like to tease her for being tiny but she's our cutiepie~

He claims he's almost 6 foot, but that would be impossible because I'm barely 5'8- EVEN with heels on I'd only be 5'11 at most.



Caryn and Jasmine- The best friends.

Angel fresh from de-ticking. See the black dots in the blue basin? Yeah, they're ticks.

"If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark."
- Death Cab for Cutie, currently the band I'm hooked on.

PS: Will blog properly when I have the time. Lol. Or the inspiration, whichever comes first.