Ah Kong.

Rest in peace Kong Kong =)

I hope that everyone will stop crying and being upset,
Cause I think my ah kong wouldn't like it either;
He's in a much better place now.

And BAM we're naked!

Uh. Grog. I bit off the end of my tongue.

Am delirious this morning. Had a lamb burger, and I'm in the library now. Trying to stalk magic man while doing CRR assignment. Okay no, mainly just trying to stalk magic man. And crazy man just came over the intercom "PLEASE DO QUIET STUDY IN THE LIBRARY!!!" to which everyone burst into gales of laughter.

I woke up this morning thought "Ugh. CCS class." and fell back asleep. Woke up an hour later, texted Amber- "Fuck my alarm." Which honestly, I switched off myself. I just felt I had to blame something. Hahahahaha.

Dixie recovered from dengue! We wore black and white stripes to traumatize her but that girl is too blur.



PHOTOBOMB! Jasmine has three but I has four!!! The gang bought me flowers because I was supposed to be grieving. =/

PS: Yesterday I was walking out of the Student Central when I tripped and fell down screaming. This guy sort of scoffed and walked away. I wanted to go from the floor "WO YOU DE JUI NI MAAA?!" Pfft.

Raindrops keep fallin on my head...

Twice this week I walked through the pouring rain to get to my car.

Damn you erratic weather and crappy ass shadeless parking! People think walking through the rain is a wonderfully beautiful thing, these people are smitten, in love and delusional. Walking through the rain alone is possibly the most depressing thing on earth, drenched head to toe, shoes giving you blisters, its cold and the wind is howling, notes turning to mush from in between your hands.

I think the crappy parking at the new campus is just something you're supposed to get used to. Just don't forget your stuff, like I did with my thumb drive, I had to walk back through the scorching sun to get my stuff. Heatstroke.

We got these awesome burgers from the truck outside college and just sat on the steps to eat. =)



That's Phils ugly finger at the top left corner.



Haha. Cute guy checking us out from behind. X)



Me and Mich~



Photo of the gang I took from the library. Fugyeahglasswalls!

Neeshan from my class painted these herself.

"...but that don't mean that my eyes will soon be turning red,
Cryings not for me, no.
I'm never going to stop the rain by complaining."
-B.J Thomas

PS: In case you're wondering, yes I am still drowning in assignments. =C But I try to appreciate the pretty things in life, whip out my camera once in a while to capture some great moments.

A few things I wish I could do...

• - Have enough time to read a book. Not an academic book, not a scholarly article. Just a book.

• - Watch a movie without worrying about assignments.

• - Have time to take Angel out for walks.

• - Paint or sketch, not in class out of boredom. A real sketch pre-planned, not on some compulsive sudden burst of inspiration and end up sketching on receipts, skins and other varieties of odd surfaces.

• - Not feel this constant pressure. (Which I secretly enjoy, take it away and watch me drown.)

• - Go on a photo walk. Just me, my friends and a good camera. I miss photography.

• - Have more time for more jobs which equals more money. Every time I turn a job down my heart dies a little inside.

• - Clean out my room. I've been living in increasing clutter and I feel choked. I need to get rid of all this crap, I'm drowning in it.

• - Get my shoes fixed- Rather than buy new shoes? [What what in the butt?]

Awesome belt- Sungai Wang RM20. Lord, I love Sungai Wang.

"The spectacle of advertising creates images of false beauty
so suave and so impossible to attain that
you will hurt inside and never know where
that hurt comes from."
- Photolink from my tumblr.

PS: I have to stop this procrastinating nature of mine. I have to get things done, NOW.

Unfazed.

I was in the library with the crazies for almost five hours today, and the most productive thing we did was learn how to make cleavage from a flat chest and we found out that Wei Wen does a really good impression of Louis Armstrong. Hahahahhaa.

Something I inked on Michelle's hand during PR. I'm reverting back to old habits.

I had dodge ball practice for the first time. Hahahaha. Don't ask me why I joined or more importantly, WHY they let me join. Not half as brutal as I expected, quite fun, but stuff moves so fast you're not quite sure whats going on. But I'm glad, just glad to be able to run and jump and do something either than sit in front of the laptop and do assignments. Have you ever had one of those moments where you start running and you just don't want to stop? Its been ages since I had one of those moments.

And I'm a redhead again- Me and Jasmine camwhoring like mad in the library, right before we realized we were being videotaped from the outside. Damn glass walls.

Si les garçons ne m'ouvrent pas leur coeur
Je sens que je vais aller voir ailleur.
Là où tout est beau et plein de douceur.
Les femmes.
-Yelle, Les femmes

PS: French Art and Films Festival is here! Anyone up for it? Coco Avant Chanel!

Grow up. We all do eventually, so why don't you?

I told myself the moment I finished my CCS research paper I'd blog before starting on my Effective Communications paper.

Me and the boys for birthday party 2/2.

As usual, you guessed it, I'm busy with assignments. I don't know its just been assignments overload lately, plus I've been busy with my birthday celebrations and modeling so its been this cycle of assignments to party to assignments to party to assignments to party. I'd wake up, work till I'd have to get ready, then the moment I come back I'm back in front of the computer again.

I've always resented growing older.

Even as a child I hated growing up, I'm a worrier. I've been worrying about death and my parents growing old since I was five; When you're young you have your whole life in front of you, the possibilities are seemingly endless. Then you grow older, and you realize that you couldn't possibly grow up to be a mermaid, that you're not elegant or pretty enough to be a superstar, that Peter Pan will never come for you because he doesn't exist and you're just going to... grow old.

But I've learned the way to live is to not think about what you've yet to accomplish and think about what you've already accomplished. And I think I'm quite happy with what I've accomplished so far in my nineteen years of life- it wasn't till I was twelve that I realized what I really wanted to do wasn't going to be handed to me on a plate, that if I didn't go out there and get it myself, I was simply going to fade away and waste this life.

You only live once really, take a risk. Do something new, go learn something you've always wanted to do, don't waste your life on negativity, life is too short for the petty things like hate or self doubt. I can't tell you how good it feels to take a risk, its always terrifying but you'll always come out glad that you tried anyway. =)

Birthday pt1 - College mates

Group shot



Free bread pudding!- They don't even check your ID so you can do it for free dessert!



The girls~

Birthday pt 2- Highschool friends



The girls



Yeah, I get to do it twice, only for chocolate cake this time.



The tanned chicks~

Found these beauties in Sg Wang for only RM60!

"You're only young once,
So be bad, break the rules, get caught
and make it count."

PS: Om. Nom. Going back to assignments. *Brain frizzles and dies*